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Last night
In my apartment with Bryna but it's part my aparment and part the house I grew up in, there's even a room we refer to as John's room. I'm terrified that someone's in the house and I search each room with my fists up ready to defend myself. Bryna and I are going to take a shower together. I can't decide if we should shut the door and just enjoy our shower and try to forget my fears or leave it open so I can keep my ears open for anyone moving about.

Night before last.
Bryna sitting on backstep smoking. I get really mad. Bryna is crying because we're being evicted. I'm worried that we'll be out of the house and lose each other if we don't make up before the eviction goes through.